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My Own Ground

by Happy and You Know It

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Creosote 03:54
i'm back where the creosote grows dry river, dead wash and murder cove saw steel and concrete and five minute strolls saw trees and wheels and championship gold saw friends and laughed and loved and screamed and rolled everything stayed the same while i changed creosote did i change or am i just a bat in a cave? did i bawl and blow desperate kisses or did i just wave? can't tell if i caught a bug, try to swallow but i lost my face stuck in a vice, lightning strikes, creosote sways am i happier than i was last time i was here? married to the road but i forgot how to steer funny how a great time can make the next days so unclear too much to chew, i wasn't blue before you porches will glow drinks will flow creosote will grow
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gotta go as fast as u can be there on time gotta get an early twitch rub that salt into my eyes i make the sun break in half light my socks on fire i'm a man with no plan but i gotta go as fast as i can gotta make a sonic boom but no one's watching you baby you got no sense of truth couldn't respect a loon man i miss the days of the womb some days always need a brand new type of frame man, where's the time go clearly not into my padded tennises your sister looks at you like you're a fake are you gonna be late again today? honey i've got a life to hate sister, that's not some half-time gig - i've got a whole lot of hiding to do if i don't face my shit i'll move to fucking california please don't let me move to fucking california i don't wanna move to fucking california i wanna face my shit
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here comes the wall the great moving wall you are moving, i am moving and it is moving move within a room my bed is on the floor your world's through a door i never enter anymore here comes the wall the one the writing's on the one that's stayed with us when we were traveling, when we were dancing when we were talking when we were swimming, when we were laughing, when we were shopping i see the wall smooth out your hair work at the same time time is a construct, i've been deader, baby baby i can try the way i have for some time we can live that life still it's not impossible just like flying to the moon and never dying just like walking, just like talking without fighting i see the wall don't look up now the sky is disappearing; stature of the wall here comes the wall
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Fake Reality 02:58
fake reality you're living in a fake reality can't you just be someone on a bench can't you just be someone in the world can't you just be someone in a bar let yourself slide a slow slide scream from the top of your bike in the middle of the night strap my gloves on as tight as they will go pretend to see yourself in front of you and swing don't stand too much for positive action these days don't stand too much on my own ground fake reality you're living in a fake reality i blame the guy sitting next to me i blame my mom sole crusher
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Last Train 03:38
last train hands around my neck late night body getting glued with friends ride down the hill and over bumps past where i used to wear nice suits talk to somebody you would rather be realize based off the slapback who you are fits into a space it's out of hand left it all around wood floors, got a band can i squeeze myself in with no demands can i be heard gotta take a walk can't handle all the pressure 'didn't do a good job' black lie and i know better will i always be like this are there people that get by constantly avoiding crowds and loving one heart at a time?
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made a mistake again in the dark under the inefficient fan away from the parks made a beeline as if i knew where i wanna go what i wanna do get clear and instructive thoughts and let them roll down the side of my head something broke something's bottled up and needs to pop and dribble out today i am not a man like i've maybe never been one time couldn't bargain one time couldn't walk none of that makes my cereal none of that sparkles the way that life should [solo] had a great promise imparted here moments beginning to hold weight again made a mistake again now i'm not fine horizon is visible all of the time we need to smash something but i don't know what close my eyes really tight and begin to cut
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shadowboxing on my way home i start talking when i'm alone hop the hop and sink the heart been too long we been apart what will i find what will i be i am waiting look up to the sky and die what a finite time to be alive did u fall / can i help u up? am i fit / will i be good enough? what will you say how will i crumble i am waiting i can't keep waiting i can't not keep waiting simple man with a simple walk with nothing to lose and time to talk smoke until your neck breaks free brutal now electric me
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Ocotillo 04:42
ocotillo it's nice to see you again last time i saw you was before the bayou that i fell into - what a mistake bet you've seen some rain bet you've slightly swayed bet your roots have stayed grateful and pure can i see you later? today i woke up the right way not like all those other days but i'm not going crazy i'm not losing my mind i'm not in denial i'm not sitting here pulling my hair out i'm not calling everybody i'm not moaning out loud every morning when i wake up i'm just here out on the porch, patient and quiet i'm just here in the driver's seat, totally serene can't seem to feel good when everything is good i would be u ocotillo if i could

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Recorded at home in Seattle in 2016

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released April 17, 2017

Performed, mixed and mastered by Will Palmer

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